One of my goals for 2009 was to cook scallops. If you've cooked scallops, this might seem a silly goal. But it was a big deal for me.
Unlike most people I know, my exposure to seafood has been limited. I was served salmon cakes (which I didn't like) as a child, but not actually salmon. Most of the fish we ate came in stick form; clams were fried in a restaurant.
Seafood has been a weakness for me. But its healthy attributes can't be ignored, especially if having seafood can reduce my meat intake.
Even in catching up to the world of seafood (crab legs, raw oysters, smoked salmon jerky), scallops was always something I would hear about or see in a recipe on television. I also got tired of being asked whether I like scallops, and thinking if I gave an honest answer, I'd be laughed at. "They're okay" was a sufficient, yet bland lie.
The first thing I discovered was how expensive scallops are. They were on sale for $10/pound. I could get nice steaks for cheaper than that, but this wasn't about red meat; this was about scallops.
I got just under 1/3 pound, the average size of meat/fish you were supposed to have. The two scallops looked lonely on the tray I got all wrapped up.
From cooking shows and a few online recipes, I knew to sear the scallops for a couple of minutes on each side. I decided to try something simple as to not mask the taste of the scallops. I've been obsessed with sesame seeds lately, so I coated them in toasted sesame seeds and went to sear them.
Four minutes later, they were ready. I wasn't fearful, a comforting sign. Staring at them on the plate, they didn't take up much space, so I hoped they were worth $3.
They didn't really have much taste to them, but the texture was good (regular readers know how important texture is to me).
While there wasn't much flavor, it would seem that scallops can be adapted to sauces and flexible to go with a number of combinations. The next step would be trying them in a restaurant, though I don't have a rushed timetable for doing so.
Overcoming fear might seem odd for a grown person, but childhood trauma at trying new things has led me to being someone with more fear than on average.
The more seafood I eat, the better off my health will be (short of frying them). The less afraid I am of seafood, the easier it will be to eat it. Some of that fear is cooking them, too; growing up, I learned to cook meat and chicken, but not seafood.
Trying more nutritious food might not be fearful for you, but if it is, know you have an ally. Over time, I hope to get better and have that show in my waistline. Scallops are now on the list of things I will eat.